#NUMBER 142ONEHUNDRED&FORTYTWO
Oh goodness, am I smashed! I slept for a while, but for some reason I just can’t seem to drift off again. Lorilee is snoozing but 10 feet away, and I hope I don’t wake her. I think tonight was fun; I just have to remember it all.

I believe it started when I made plans with my parents to have my birthday dinner on Sunday, and to go out with friends tonight. Then I went out with Mike and Lor and got coffee and a music card for itunes… My second in two days. I’M ADDICTED! Then we went to the liquor store and I bought my first alcohol. Yeah, I didn’t drink a damn thing on my birthday. Of course things didn’t go smoothly, there just had to be complications. Apparently if your ID is expired they don’t have to serve you. Luckily though, because it was my birthday, the lady let me buy my uber cheap Bacardi Vanilla Rum. We continued on to Save On Foods to get some chaser (coke) and then we were set.

We ended up back at Mike’s and invited Jess, Josh, and Colin to join us. Lor picked up Jess and the other two just sort of showed up. Josh and I made a magical voyage to the liquor store again and got him some beers. (He told me of is ill contempt with his current girlfriend and her lithium cocktail of metal stabilizers) It’s hysterical that people think he is older than me… also a little awesome. Anywho, we needed a place to drink, but we were unable to remain a Mike’s so we agreed to go to Spruceland Elementary School and to booze it up on the playground. Lor and I took her truck to my place so that we could crash here and the others met us there.

I am retarded and a bad Canadian because I can’t tell you what exactly we drank, but I think it was a 2 6… however you say it? Whatever, within 5 minutes I was smashed and it was all gone. There was a little drama, and then I said things I shouldn’t, and then there was the best thing ever! Well, sort of… Um, Josh kissed me… OH HOW I LOVED IT! Then I continued my ‘saying too much’, and then Jess walked home alone… She didn’t e-mail me, so I am hoping she is still alive. I should have walked her. Anywho, there was more kissing, and then there was more talking, and then Mike, Josh and Colin made there way home, and Lor and I talked… me again, too much. But it was all really fun… There was a third kiss before he left. GOSH! All I wanna do is cuddle right now!

Lor and I watched Casper until we crashed, and then I woke, and now I can’t sleep. I am hoping the writing thing will help. Tonight I am supposed to go bar hopping with Nicole, Sylvie, Amy, Vivian, and my bro, but I am poor again, so I am not sure how that will work out. After our voyage out on the town, Vivian and I plan on getting some alcy-drink, and hanging with Katie.

JOSH AND I KISSED! Oh, I feel embarrassed, with my chapped lips, and probable bad breath… Oh me, oh my.

So, I have 363 days left till my next birthday, but also to achieve fame. And not the good kind, the stupid “who the fuck are they” kind. I actually have a plan which makes this all fun. I think this is my current favourite waste of time. Hahaha.

Oh, sweet words. I am happy I heard things I did today… I should sleep… I’m not tired though, just drunk, so I shall make a list of the 20 songs I downloaded legally yesterday!

L-L-Love (acoustic) ~ Blondfire
Beautiful Day Without You (Rex the Dog Remix) ~ Röyksopp
Beautiful Day Without You (Cass and Mangan Remix) ~ Röyksopp
Beautiful Day Without You (Wighnomy & Robag Whruhmes Spekkfakkel Remikks) ~ Röyksopp
Beautiful Day Without You ~ Röyksopp
Talk (Junkie XL Remix) ~ Coldplay
Talk (Francois K Dub) ~ Coldplay
Talk (Thin White Duke Mix) ~ Coldplay
Heartbeat (Phones Maximo Remix) ~ Annie
Rabbit Pushing Mover ~ Toy
Circuit Breaker ~ Röyksopp
Follow My Ruin ~ Röyksopp
Someone Like Me ~ Röyksopp
Only This Moment ~ Röyksopp
Operate ~ Peaches
Devils ~ Greg Weeks
Black Coffee (The Neptunes Remix) ~ All Saints
Black Coffee (The Wideboys Espresso Mix) ~ All Saints
Charlie's Angels 2000 Apollo 440
Lose My Breath (Unknown Remix) ~ Destiny’s Child

It may not all be the best of music, but I like it, and I feel good, because I actually bought it instead of being a scum-sucking illegal downloader… or something. I think I am going to download some more music later… when I am sober. Haha, never drink and shop! I once did, and I didn’t remember buying the pants later that day. Also, they weren’t all that great.

Hmm, Heather, if you read this and have the Fischerspooner #1 album, can I borrow it? Also, you should hit the bars with us tonight!

OH! Time for the “what I got for my birthday” part of the post!

I got the upgrade from Photoshop CS to CS2
I got roses (cutest EVER!)
Aaaand I got cards often accompanied by money
Also, my mother bought a killer flash for my father’s camera. I can’t wait to test it!

Hmm, I almost forgot a funny, and terribly embarrassing story!

Closing night of the play was also my birthday. After the bow and the kind words to Ms. Riches, everyone sang happy birthday to me. I kind of tried to hide back stage, but I was physically forced back to the stage where I was filmed; red face and all. I didn’t go to the after party today, just because I didn’t want to see myself on camera. I really can’t stand looking at or hearing myself. It’s just so unnatural and awkward.

What else can I talk about? Umm, my nose and top of mouth have been sore and have even hurt recently. I take it as feeling returning, but the fact that my nose hurts and feels like its all pressured (I can’t describe the feeling) makes me a little concerned. I think I’m going to have to contact my surgeon about it.

I think I have said everything, so I suppose this is goodnight. I can’t wait for Kathleen to return to me…


Night!